If i could take something t cover it up, i will be much more happier .
If i could see you as something else, i would be much more happier
If i could stop thinking of the past, my life would not be so miserable .
If i could stop from all these nonsense,I could live my life again.

There's  so much possibilities , but i know ... Somewhere out there.
I no longer who i use to be, the one who alw giving in t people whom i not supposed t be.
Pretend t be happy when im with them. I hope yr could see this.
Badly, if you ever remember i actually do have a lj.
If your could see it, my life would be better than seeing you all blaming me for whatever reason your could think of.
IM SICK OF THIS. C AND D.
Did your ever consider how i am in life? Than putting all the freaking blames on me?
NO obviously yr didnt. Yknw why? Because the so called "sister" in your life. Will never have a place for me. Even though i cared so much.

Just hate this feeling.

"Speechless"

Stay strong, love.
Dont ever fall

Think twice before you act .